Dear Lee
Today was a bit of a milestone for me. Deciding I did want to see you was a strange compulsion. The text just came out of nowhere. I didn’t think it would actually happen. But I knew I needed to face up to my fears. To make things normal between us, so that I’m not afraid of anything.
Being around you gave me multiple feelings that just flowed in and out of me. I felt some sorrow, love, jealousy but in such minimal amounts. I don’t suppose that can be helped. I really believe we are better apart and I realised how happy I am with my life.
I don't think I'll need or want to see you again.