Thursday 17th June 2010

I remember all the times I asked you to leave me alone, all the times I said I never wanted to see you again. Now my wish has come true, I got what I asked for.

And it feels like emptiness. It feels like a big black hole in my chest.

I went to your house last night, My mouth went dry, my heart beat at a million miles an hour as I knocked on your door.

You were not in or you did not answer.

I woke up today thinking that it was a crazy moment of madness and seeing you will not solve anything. I have to go through this process.

Everything passes.